Day 5, I am still alive!
I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The proper function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time.”
I woke up feeling slightly sick this morning, but it doesn’t seem as bad as it was yesterday. I took my dosage of Oxy-Powder last night, I do have the sudden urge to go as soon as i wake up! I had no problems having four movements yesterday, and even though I felt sick and really just wanted to sleep, I worked through my day and stayed motivated. today isn’t so bad, woke up feeling a little more rested, so that is a great thing! I do feel when I use the restroom, that everything comes out, and I have never really felt this emptiness in my stomach. I always felt that I was normal and I have never had issues with constipation, but as I have just started, I have already felt a difference in the way I feel after a movement. I think I have gone through “Detox”, hence my feeling sick yesterday. I hope to feel better as the day progresses, for some strange reason I actually fell really good other than feeling tired and havening a head ache. we will see what happens for the rest of the day.
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